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Fishy-san87

Can't live with nor without you.
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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
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Ninja Llama: Llamas are awesome! (808)
Half-Moon Cake: Half-Werewolves love it (3)
Birthday '15: Celebrated DeviantArt's 15th birthday
Quartz: It's a big honor to be awarded a Quartz badge! (22)
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My Bio

“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.” - Seneca


30+ y/o | Cat & snail parent | Genderfaunet | Panromantic | Aegosexual

None of my artworks is free to use or for sell.


Hello and welcome to my Profile!


About me:

I'm a non-religious, stubborn, weird, crazy (well, some people would call it insane) and not so social person, who likes to cook, eat, write, dream and draw. I'm known for being overseen easily because of my quietness. Outside the web i'm everything but talkative. Sometimes, it could be happen that i act strange or morbid...oh and i have a few problems to interact with other human beings or to be nice to them. Please, don't judge me for that - it's a part of my personality but i will try not to overdo it. But, when i'm in a bad mood and you try to trick me or p*** me of - you should better run. (Don't worry - usually i'll warn you before i bite.)

Besides of that - most of the time i'm in a "friendly" mood. :devilish:


I like intense & well-made horror poetry, prose, books and movies or even those with darker themes or topics. I do writing, photography or digital art as a hobby about things and topics i'm interested in. IMPORTANT: I'm NOT interested in any kind of pornography "art". Please, respect that.

Most of my works where born out of coincidence - a single thought or moment frozen in time. I'm not a professional artist, so everything you can see in my gallery is a result of trial and error.

And none of my works would be ever for rent or sale! And please DO NOT steal, re-upload (or share it on porn sites) or make money from it in any way without my permission. Do so and you would ruin a dear hobby and my reason to live for sure. :|

I'm not here to fishing for compliments nor getting attention. But i would be pleased about almost every favorite or nice/useful comment i'll get but i will not beg for them. :)


About PM's and Comments on my Profile or Deviations:

Sometimes i'm too busy or lazy to be here but i'll answer your messages and comments a.s.a.p. and i will try to be not to harsh with you...what can happen from time to time. Besides of that, i like it to learn new things but i know, it's often very hard to catch my full attention.

I'm open for messages and/or questions as long as they aren't too private. So, don't be shy if you want to contact me. And please, try to avoid SPAM messages like chain mails, self-advertising, nude pics and any kind of fanatic stuff and so on.

Note: Never call me friend unless we talked to each other for some time.


At last, but not least:

You don't need to thank me for faves, comments or llamas - but you are invited to return the favor if you want. :nod: :heart:


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A little random quiz about me: :la:

www.quizyourfriends.com/take-q…


Favourite Visual Artist
Traditional: Vincent van Gogh; Manga/Anime: Hayao Miyasaki, Eiichiro Oda...and some more
Favourite Movies
Venom, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Little Shop of Horrors, Princess Mononoke and other Ghibli movies, horror, thriller, mystery
Favourite TV Shows
One Piece, Noragami, Fairy Tail, Black Clover, Dr. Stone, Demon Slayer, Hunter x Hunter, Digimon Adventure, Tokyo Ghoul, Hellsing, Blue Exorcist, and some more Anime series, Doctor Who, Spiderman TAS (1994);
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Subway To Sally, ASP, Two Steps from Hell, Nox Arcana, Eisbrecher, Megaherz, FLOW, ONE OK ROCK, instrumental, classic music and many more...
Favourite Books
To many to count...but i love everything with a good plot or what touches my mind in good (or sad) way
Favourite Writers
For Example: Edgar Allan Poe, Stephen King, J.R.R. Tolkien
Favourite Games
Pokémon, Animal Crossing, playing hide and seek with my cat.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Computer, Nintendo 3DS
Tools of the Trade
My imagination, soul, nightmares, dreams, pen + paper, hands and my computer ^^
Other Interests
Science & nature, art, my pets, cooking, house plants, rodents, cats, birds and dinosaurs.
With the actual DD i got i want to say two things. 🙂 First, i want to thank everyone for the views, faves and comments. It was surprising since that poem is one of the older ones. I wasn't expecting this. ❤ Second is a sweet reminder: NONE of my artworks, pictures, stories or poems will be ever up for sell, trade or any kind of re-use. They also will be never be free to use for NFT's, AI projects, or re-uploads on other websites. Don't use any of my works in any ways. NEVER. Only friends or people i could trust can ask for a permission. Thanks for reading and have a nice day. 🙂
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Today i have to make a sad anouncement - Instagram denied access to both of my accounts there. The old one and the new one (less than 24 hours old) were both accused of rule-break and abuse of the guidelines by the AI - of course i didn't anything on purpose. I just wanted to let people know there that i am still alive and okay. I have many different problems with the KI for 4 weeks straight and wrote more then once to the support and asked if there was something wrong but i never got an answer. This is the sad highlight of an almost 36 years long life full of racism and abuse towards me. An influencer who praise an unhealthy body image & lifestyle and scammers who promise 500€ and more in dubious lotteries can do whatever they want but i was punished for acussed misuse of likes? What a joke! Idon't care for Likes at all but i do care for the freedom of speech. As a LGBTQIA+ person with disability the crazy behaviour of the Instagram AI hurts me in many different ways. As soon as i get
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This is just a random rant, please ignore it: I'm a failure as a human. I'm weak, poor and ugly. Because of my poor health/disability i can't even work in a proper job. I know all this. And even i know it better i still tried to made friends. Of course i failed. I failed everytime. I don't want to see the truth; that i'm not worthy enough to have friends. Weeks ago i read something that opened my eyes: A person that was dear to me wrote in a chatroom that they had to talk to their psychologist after they met me. I was shocked. I wasn't aware that i caused this much damage to them. That rl meeting was years ago... They never told me if or what i did wrong then. Maybe they did and i didn't understand it? Anyways, it shows that i don't understand other humans as good as i thought. Yes, i'm social awkward and kinda shy at first meetings. I simply don't want do anything wrong but it seems like i did everything wrong that i could do wrong. I'm not angry at that person, i'm angry about
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✨ Happy New Year everyone! 🎉 Wish everyone health, love and happiness. 💖
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I had to deal with a nasty cold the last 7 days - missed again so much... Can't put it into words how much Barosus' death hit me 💔😥
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Thanks for the fave :)

You're welcome 🙂

Wieder herzlichen Dank für die vielen Favs! 😊

Gern geschehen 😊

Vielen Dank auch für den Quartz! Sehr geschätzt 😊

Gern geschehen 😊

Aww thank you for the favs :pat::sun: